Mm lately tak tahu kenapa..rasa mcm rendah diri sgt tak kerja..mengharapkan duit suami..aku nak beli mcm2 kena bajet..nak pegi sana sini pun kena bajet..but anyway..kalau duit sendiri pun mmg kena bajet jugak lah..well..sbnarnya sebab aku ni takde keje..jadiknya dok pk nak gi jalan mana..nak beli ape..which is all that involved money to spend. I am actually ok if i stay at home only. But mm.. sometimes the kids are demanding..bila dah lama dok rumah tu ada je bunyik bunyik..bosanlah ibu..yg menjerit2 kebosanan pun ada..but anyway.. mmm..ibunya pun so bored. Dah biasa berjalan dan bekerja for long hours..memang kadang2 kutu aku mati.
Tadi pergi taman botani negara. Nak rasa salji..rumah 4 musim tu. But actually not the same la as yg kitorg masuk kat icity. Well, icity, walaupun bayar mahal sket..kita boleh rasa ais..berjalan2 berapa lama pun x kisah dalam tu..main dgn gelongsor ais..best la..but di taman botani tak macam tu. Of course what to expect when you just pay only 3 ringgit for child and 5 ringgit for adult!.. just jalan passthrough tempat pameran salji i would say bcoz..tak boleh pijak pun salji tu. Why ek..myson mmg a bit dissappointed la..but anyway..i told him that is why we pay cheap. Hihi..takpelah nnti kalau ada rezki kita pergi Melbourne Australia rasa salji.
Aku mcm nak cepat2 habiskan master..nak buat phd n nak keje..supaya ada gaji n boleh lah simpan byk sikit for any trip. And of course boleh lah kalau nak beli apa2 yg extravaganza sket..mm..tapi yelah..bak kata abang..kalau ikut nafsu semuanya nak kan...
Beware la faz. Solat byk2 semoga Allah tutupkan nafsu kau tu ye. Bye. Till then
Darwisy at botanical garden
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